What If

What If .... (3/20/2006 3:12:43 PM)

What if you were in a relationship... things were great.. You knew deep down inside that you have never felt this away about anyone before... then after a few months things turn horribly wrong and they end...... and you are left devastated.

Knowing that maybe that was your true love that got away but because of circumstances you couldn't control it ended before you realized what happened. You couldn't change things by yourself and when you tried to work things out it just seemed like sand paper rubbing against each other.

Things were said that shouldn't have been. Things were done that shouldn't have been. You were both left hurt and but you don't know what to do?

Let's say you have contacted this person several times but they didn't answer you. Letting you believe that they no longer care about you. Letting you believe that everything was just a lie.

You've tried to move on but every person is compared to them. And you know that your heart is still there, loving them every day regardless of them loving you back. And then out of the blue... they contact you and want to know if things could be worked out.

You've been waiting and praying for this day. But deep down inside you are wondering.......

Do you give it another shot and put your heart out there to be stomped on again?
Or do you protect your heart and keep it locked up tight and not take a second chance?
What if this is your one true love and you don't try again .. is that the only shot you're going to get?
Will you always be alone if you don't try?
What if you try again and it still doesn't work?
Is it worth the pain?